thoughts of the future keep drifting across my mind. what will it be like 6 months from now, what will it be like 3 years now, 6 years from now, 10 years from now, 20 years from now. i've long identified ppl i know who will be in my life forever, and they are the ones i hold dearest to my heart. they are the ones i've made promises and plans to for the next 3 years. they are the ones i'll not say goodbye when i leave. (i hate goodbyes) but will tell them when i'm back.

deb and i were talking about how much we love grey's anatomy the other day. we're so different in so many ways, and yet so similar in some ways. our friendship has been anything but ordinary and boring. grins. but seriously, nothing gets me bawling like greys. nothing gets quite what i feel like greys. and usually deb. haha. its quite funny actually.

what i would give for a wedding vow like burke's.

my heart will always beat for you